Just thought I’d mention that if you happened to be browsing Haibun Today there are a couple of haibun in there under my name (Wilson, that is, not Quercus).
I was just looking through links, deciding which editor to inflict my next group of submissions on, when I remembered that they should be out. They are, and I had a pleasant moment seeing my name in print. In fact, there have been intermittent feelings of happiness all day, with a touch of smugness now and again.
It’s a mixed feeling. I’m happy to see them published, but I’m also slightly embarrassed because there are far better ones published in the same edition and am now thinking that I really should do better.
It’s similar to the problem I’m having with my next round of submissions. When I had nothing published I had nothing to lose. Now that I have had a couple of acceptances I have a standard to compare myself to, and work that would at one time have been sent out, is now sitting in a file because I’m now not sure it’s good enough.
I suppose this is fear, and fear is why we don’t do things. It’s good in some ways, because I’ve avoided lions, poisonous snakes and bungee jumping, which are all potentially fatal. However, the fear of foreign travel, salad and failure may well have held me back from a more interesting life. I do try to see failure as a step on the way to success, but it can be hard.
I am now going to look at my name in print again. Despite my misgivings there are worse things to do.
The photos have nothing to do with the subject of the post, but everyone loves a baby seal, apart from fishermen and furriers, so I thought I’d use it again. The seagulls are just there because I decided I wanted a floating bird of the day.
Black-headed Gulls in winter plumage
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I’m not sure what language my phone thought I was trying to write but that should read ‘Congratulations on the publication of your poems.
On a different note, I’m not convinced salad consumption is a prerequisite for a more fulfilling life.
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Thank you – I thought that’s what you meant. 🙂
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Congratukati
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Congratulations on the halibuts, Quercus. I liked them – so did the seal, it seems
🙂 Thank you.
Congratulations! It’s always nice to be published. And as for your standards, it just means you’re learning and that’s good too. Wow! Keep it up.
I will do my best to continue… 🙂
Well done. I enjoyed the haibun, in particular the 7000 mornings. I am not surprised that you are finding daily posting a chore if you are busy polishing works like these at the same time.
Thank you for the kind comments. I’m hoping that practice will, eventually, pay off. 🙂
As always, wonderful poetry. Both had a haunting quality along with the backstories you provided. Push on, Quercus!
Thank you Laurie. 🙂